Sunday, December 18, 2011

Periodically I am asked to update my blog....I want to.....there are things to say...but I can't right now.

My heart ached after meeting with Neurology and the prospect of 5 more years of meds. We have also had some really crappy weeks. My sleep is not as restful right now.

The minutia does not warrant archiving lest I spiral into the depths of depression. We are fine....we will muster the courage ..but some days I just cannot put on a happy face..... and any reminders to do so rile a fire deep inside me.

Much is still unknown on this reality no one is assured of following the flowchart of their plans in life...we have just been spared any delusion....