Sunday, December 18, 2011

Periodically I am asked to update my blog....I want to.....there are things to say...but I can't right now.

My heart ached after meeting with Neurology and the prospect of 5 more years of meds. We have also had some really crappy weeks. My sleep is not as restful right now.

The minutia does not warrant archiving lest I spiral into the depths of depression. We are fine....we will muster the courage ..but some days I just cannot put on a happy face..... and any reminders to do so rile a fire deep inside me.

Much is still unknown on this journey....in reality no one is assured of following the flowchart of their plans in life...we have just been spared any delusion....